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Monday, June 05, 2006

Missing:

Height: 6’ 1”
Race: Caucasian
Sex: Male
Weight: 165 pounds
Eyes: Hazel
Hair: Brownish Black with goatee

Where have I been? What have I been doing? Well work has been going great. Uru Live has returned and I am excited to work as community manager on that project. I originally was hired at Cyan Worlds, Inc. for a community position and worked under Bill for awhile. Uru Live has kept me busy. By fall we will have something that will excite Myst fanatics.

I am moving out of my apartment soon. Currently I live with 2 other guys and there have been some great times with them. I just feel the need to get back on my own again. The move will be easy, I am moving into a 2 bedroom 2 bathrooms in the same complex. I won’t have any roommates this time and the second bedroom will be used for my computer and other art supplies and storage.

I’m really excited for the move because it will be nice to have a place my own. I can’t wait to put some of my art on the walls and make it my home. I plan to have people over and might just get an air mattress or sleeper couch for when I have friends or family that come out to visit me. I even want to invite my girlfriend’s parents over for dinner one night. I continue to go out to their place, they always feed me so I feel it would be a nice gesture. I plan on having a few parties too. I’ll need tooJ

Too many thoughts going on in my head, so many it becomes hard to concentrate sometimes. Passion is a problem in my life. Passion makes me who I am, but it causes me to over think things. When you love something so much that you really start feeling that without that thing you won’t be as good… well I don’t know… is that bad? I have never been this co-dependent before. What changed that makes me feel so damn co-dependant now? I just don’t know if it’s healthy for me. Normally, I just let things brush off of me. Was it that these things didn’t matter to me as much as this something does? What happened to that guy who could just go with the flow? GRR…

So... what are my goals for the summer?

Move –
Workout –
Travel –
Experience –

Peace

4 Comments:

Blogger Toria said...

Hmm, what makes somebody feel passionate? Well, honestly I think it's just that maybe it's because you feel so strongly for it? I know some things I don't really "care" about. Like going to see the Formula 1 race in Montreal. It would "be nice" but really, who cares in the long run? But, for instance, if my husband had said "I DO NOT want you going to the Rob Thomas concert!", I'd have been really upset. Why? I don't know, honestly. It doesn't really mean anything more to me than a Formula 1 race, but at the time, I REALLY wanted to go (and had a great time 2 rows from the stage :D). So, to put your actual finger on it..... I don't think that's possible, is my long-winded answer.

Has anybody heard from WorrenW lately? I just noticed today was his b'day and an email got returned -> User unknown :( I hope he's okay. He's 76 today according to the UO board.

Good luck on your continued work with URU Live Ryan and all the best for a great summer, although you'll be busy, I'm sure. :)

(((((hugs))))) to all at Cyan

Tuesday, June 06, 2006 12:39:00 PM  
Anonymous sair in hunstanton said...

i love watching f1 on tv
british grandprix tomorrow
[silverstone one]
toria
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one question:
music related :

tori amos?
what's she up to.

her new lps good so i hear!

Saturday, June 10, 2006 12:03:00 PM  
Anonymous sair in hunstanton said...

the beekeeper!

Saturday, June 10, 2006 12:06:00 PM  
Blogger Ra'Phil said...

Good to see you blogging again Ryan, well - in the public one anyway :-).

I promise not to "analyze this to death" to use someone elses words. :P

Good luck with your move, and with your work.
Cheers.

Wednesday, June 14, 2006 10:58:00 PM  

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